Giving up the thought system

To become totally free, you have to give up the thought system.

In the beginning it’s easy to see and to learn that your thoughts bring you unhappiness, destruction and negativity. But in the later stages it’s equally deceptive but sometimes we fail to notice. The ego is a shape shifter and grows along with your progress. It fits itself into your new way of thinking and uses the pure knowledge you gained today, against you tomorrow. This means that your pain once again is used as a shield for the outside world. You can recognise this by the stories where you are either the hero or the victim.

Gods pure knowledge never blames and never sees fault. It sees only love and recognises pain as something universal. The ego adopts pain - it’s MY pain. God sees equally the love and the pain in itself and in others. It has compassion and understanding. It has an open field in which it looks whereas the mind has a tunnel vision on one particular person, place, event or thing and can’t let go.

Remember that one day when complete freedom is there you will see the whole world different. So don’t be too hard on people and on what you think they are doing. Don't be too hard on yourself either. There will come a day that the mind becomes free from its conditioning and this reality you thought was true is no longer there. A whole new light will shine upon everything and nothing will seem the same.
Write your inventories in private, deal with your feelings with people you trust. Have so much self love that you no longer need anything or anyone to fix the pain inside. Let the universe guide you in to your inside world- feel, breath and let go. Keep doing this until the outside world no longer has it's grip on you. This is the way to freedom. The only way out is in.